Trying to distract myself
So I won’t think of you
Is a task I have been unable to accomplish.
As I laid on the bed
Watching a movie
All I could do was imagine your arms
Around me even if it was for a moment or two.
I don’t even have anyone I can pour my heart out
Not the way we use to do..
Sending you messages just to remind myself
You won’t respond because it’ll torture you.
What am I suppose to do if not feel lonely?