All these emotions came at once
Never halting for me to catch my breath.
If you called me, you would hear
The breaking of my soul in my tears.
A struggle for you as it is for me
Knowingly it would only cause more pain
Of having to say goodbye again.
No one truly sees the turmoil inside
Behind the smile
Except for you since you’re the only one
Who is going through it too.
We chip away slowly through the days
Until we can finally be reunited again.
Ashamed of making it known
How weak I must appear behind the words.
I am sorry for my actions
You were never meant to see how torn I can be
When my heart gets the best of me.
* you weren’t meant to see how much this has hurt me and for that, I am sorry. ..