Contemplating if I should even care anymore
Every day, the battle becomes harder
At least for me it is.
I know nothing of your struggles
Which makes it all the true
I was simply just another pursuit.
All I do is doubt everything I know
And everything I’ve been told.
Growing bitter by the day
Believe me, when I say
This is the reason I refrained from letting you in
Because now it has been taken away.
My struggle must reap satisfaction to you
Knowing how someone could truly love
The person you are and will become.
Everyone senses the drastic change
I suppose it’s written on my face.
Though I tried to hide it
I guess I’ll just live with it day by day…