I miss the days where I could embrace what was said
Yet I always have questions instead.
I chose to suffer in silence when really i was crying for help inside.
Drained by life and by those I love
What more can I take before i eventually break?
For so long, it was I who allowed it to happen.
Never breaking the cycle of self destruction.
This time, there is nothing left to destroy.
Instead, I am a seed and there is nothing but growth from now on.