Isolation

In the cold bathtub, I lay in the water

Hoping to find warmth in the pool of tears.

Drinking away my health

As I sit here.

No one to hold me through this phase

Alone with my alcohol to numb the pain.

what the day unfolded when seeking answers for questions unspoken

I was there in your darkest days

Without question, we always were on the same page.

Synced into existence, we slowly became

Sisters from different men.

We shared the same battle

We grew from fires

Reborn into the same moon cycle

I bid you clarification

Fo this day , you’ll soon regain

The deepest refrain of speaking truth

When all could grow from the roots

Of your disdain.

All Along

A fools game to think

These emotions would vanish

As quickly as the moon did.

Too little time

Too much on the line.

The last one will never be for fate has made it known

With his gavel the words were told.

But the first one had fallen through

When lost words were never said.

One day the second could be freed

But the question will never be answered.

In the end, it was she

who was needed instead.