Living in Fear

I’ve shared too much of my heart

I know now there is no going back.

Never will I be the same

Once you’ve broken these chains.

Whispers are telling me you don’t want this anymore

Are my emotions spiraling out of control?

You’re afraid to make it a day

But yet you’ve done it all before.

What’s shifted or is it that I’m not wanted anymore?

I’ve noticed even the poems have stopped

I suppose the spark has fallen apart..

I’ve shared too much to take it back

Although at times I wish I could.

The Claws of Truth

Hindering at the clock

I plead for it to stop

Doubt claws at my thoughts

Yet the fight began with my heart

They say, I should let you go

If it is meant to happen then you know

Follow your heart even if it means

Tearing it apart.

Learn from your mistakes

So you don’t regret anything ever again

If you love me, you will find a way

Until then, I will love you …

Yes, it hurts but you know I am here to stay

Despite what they all say

I will patiently wait..