My hell began
Only for it to be my end.
Your words stopped
Yet mine flowed
Only for it to be condoned.
The silence of your words
Began when you no longer found the time
Though it appears
I am put to the side.
I ask for little in return
Since in this life you will not deter.
Instead, don’t make me feel alone.
The time and date is different
From whence it all began.
Our love has lasted
Through love and pain.
Almost a year of learning who we are
Whilst we are so far apart.
The promises you made were surrendered and accepted
Once the truth came to light.
Your words and actions have shown me enough
To know that the loss of not calling you my own
is all the worth when it is I who you love.
Bared it all, once again
Call me a fool for letting you in
At least you know where I stand.
My heart is yours, as I’ve said it
Again and again.
I look forward to the memories and time
Living day by day
Crying night by night.
Her current demise
Brought by the one who lied.
Unexpectedly, another came
With his words of pain
This too, she could relate
For this was all she had endured.
Then she became what she never would
A mistress of a man she barely knew..
Time and time again
He proved himself.
Now all that is left
Is the ultimate test.