I’ve shared too much of my heart
I know now there is no going back.
Never will I be the same
Once you’ve broken these chains.
Whispers are telling me you don’t want this anymore
Are my emotions spiraling out of control?
You’re afraid to make it a day
But yet you’ve done it all before.
What’s shifted or is it that I’m not wanted anymore?
I’ve noticed even the poems have stopped
I suppose the spark has fallen apart..
I’ve shared too much to take it back
Although at times I wish I could.
As the darkness begins to diminish
I see the hourglass of your figure
At the end of the tunnel.
Your ocean eyes
Full of mystical surprise
Lift me up into a Heaven I’ve never known.
You are a spirit that has seeked me in another life
A beautiful soul full of guilt and strife
For your secrets are mine to keep
Forever shall they lay within my coffin
On the day I die.
You are the definition of what man should be
So lucky she is to have you in her bed
To caress and hold
While I am cold..
your side is empty in my mind
While I live day by day
Filled with love and pride.
What I would give for you to be mine
On a day that may never arrive.
You would let me go
To someone you’d never know
But in my heart, I’d break
Knowing you’d never fight for the Love we have
Simply because you belong in another life..
Though our stories are not combined
We will forever be by each other’s side
Even if it’s in our minds
For our Love is already entangled like a vine.
Who you are is what I deserve
As I am who you wish for.
Nor the ocean nor the moon
Can separate what fate has renewed.
You and I were made to be together
For the circumstances and events
Have aligned for us to be a part of each other’s lives
As it was written before our time.
These voices whisper in my head
Of a day that may never come.
All these choices will be vain
For I know things will change.
Words can be sung into the wind
But only those with the courage to win
Will truly show you
What you mean to them..
Fear gripping my soul
Due to the unknown
I sense a change
I have yet to prepare for
His lips upon mine
Were ever so perfectly united
The very thought of losing you
Shuts my emotions in a box
Forever to be locked
For the day you declare the end is nigh
How can I be forever here
When you’re never near
Our time is precious
Ever so little
Patience wearing thin
But ever so selfless
See me, see you
What should I do
If not be with you
A moment of realization
Hit me like a tidal wave
Or like the current of the ocean.
Waking me up from a fantasy
I created where everyone has good intentions.
Maybe I love too hard
Or too soft
Maybe I trust too easily
Or maybe it’s the fact I can no longer
See the truth within their eyes.
You have failed
I have failed
But sometimes it’s too much to bear
Knowing things will never be seen the same
After walking through the sands of doubt
That are still stuck to my skin
Waiting for the day to be brushed off
Into the wind.